The · Scraps · Fall · Here

There's nothing like realizing all your mistakes, crying your heart out of guilt and frustration, hating yourself for everything you've done, saying sorry to the person you've hurt, having a hearty conversation with her, and receiving a hug of forgiveness.

There's nothing like being forgiven. I never thought she would. After that, she gave me ice cream and told me about the funny things that happened to her today just so I would smile. And she told me I was a beautiful person. Good Lord. Is the woman mad?! That made me sob like anything again. These are the things only a mother would do. I love mine very much.

Now all I have to do is forgive myself... the hardest part. I don't think I'm capable of doing that. Not yet I hope.

"Sorrow is a fruit: God does not make it grow on limbs too weak to bear it." -Victor Hugo



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Woah. Two emo entries in a row.

Current Location:	my room
Current Mood:	drained
Current Music:	Boston by Augustana